Log in

No account? Create an account
i don't see what's wrong; with a little glitter round my eye
Recent Entries 
“As a jealous man, I suffer four times over: because I am jealous, because I blame myself for being so, because I fear that my jealousy will wound the other, because I allow myself to be subject to a banality: I suffer from being excluded, from being aggressive, from being crazy, and from being common.”

- Roland Barthes

So many emotions too common but too inevitable.

Adam, you gorgeous amazing perfect darling of a glittery unicorn prince, thank you for that magical night. Your voice is divine, and that performance was - beautiful and inspiring and just fabulous. You're fabulous. Thanks for reminding me that life can be something other than mundane, that can be absolutely fucking bizarrely blood pumpingly magical, that it's okay to be a freak, that love maybe exists and to hope for the best in other people regardless. Thanks for helping me forget myself and this life for awhile. Thanks for being so breathtakingly comfortable in your own skin and for somehow managing to transmit that in blinding waves through whole stadiums. Thank you for existing ♥ thank you, random angel who got us into the barricaded area.and thank you all my bbs who made this night possible. You're all gorgeous and perfect and insane in all the right ways. x♥x♥

Please god let me retain the essence of that concert - that charisma that sensation that happiness that music that sheer acceptance of self and potential and belief more-to-lifeness making itself a self fulfilling prophecy

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

22 Sep - perfection

I think I'm in love with every single bit of this scene - the drawl that always gets me, the cockiness, New Yooooooork, the divine divine music, those beautiful unbearably charming boys that magical crackling vibe omg embodiment of everything that I love  ♥ ♥ thing of joy and beauty, can I just live in you forever?
 I must live life to please noone but myself (ultimately).
29 Aug - at the end
AiA // pray harder
 I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It wanders to a familiar place. A place I don’t talk about or acknowledge exists. A place where there is only me. A place that I hate. I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a room full of people. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming… More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone.
- James Frey

Grow up faster love harder try more give it all you've got
  1. Play it safe. Listen to that inner voice that tells you not to stick your neck out.
  2. Know your limitations. Don’t be afraid to pigeonhole yourself.
  3.  Remind yourself: it’s just a job. Keep telling yourself you don’t get paid for ideas.
  4. Make skepticism your middle name. Show everyone why that idea won’t work.
  5. Be the tough guy. Demand to see the data.
  6. Respect history. Always give the past the benefit of the doubt.
  7. Stop the madness before it can get started. Crush early-stage ideas with your business savvy.
  8. Use experience as a weapon. Been there, done that.
  9. Keep your eyes closed. Your mind too. Hey, this social media thing is just a fad.
  10. Tell yourself there is no problem. It’s not us, it’s the economy.
  11. Underestimate your customers. If they’re not asking for it, don’t go there.
  12. Give sound advice. Steer your employees toward safe shores.
  13. Be suspicious of the creatives, the lunatic fringe. What do they know anyway?
  14. When all else fails, act like a grown-up. Stop playing around, there’s work to do.
from here.
thanks, veritability .
This page was loaded Apr 20th 2018, 4:32 am GMT.